coolj03

Again, I would like to start off by saying that I am sorry.  I am mainly sorry for not keeping my journal updated at all.           Nothing that was planned, has gone to plan.  Then again, why would it.  That is the story of my life.  And what is a good story without a life of torment and suffering.  However, there has to be a time where a bone is received and whenever that is, I do not know, but it will happen sooner or later.           How is it that when ever you think that everything is going to be okay, it never is.  You hope, you pray, you cry, you scream, you wish that everything will go well for you, just once.  But like i already

ughh... umm Where do i start? Okay! yea i know.  once apon a time there was this guy named Leo. He was like an uncle to me (key work LIKE), and then he started to date my mother.  Then he left with a stolen amount of a wii 10 wii games and 9000 dallors. After he left, my life soon turned to shit.  Charlie moved back in and that is what started me cutting, then the kids (Steven and Emily ) basically lost their minds and wouldnt listen to anybody.  Soon after Charlie left i found out that Kayla (My first real close relationship) cheated on me and gave her verginity to her neighbor.  That didnt help with the cutting :P. And this list could go on

like 2 or 3 weeks ago me and my friend decided somthing... We are both going to join the marines.  Hopefully we would become scout snipers.  we are training our bodies now to prepare HOOAHH